Something’s been missing since the day you left
There were moments when I could trick myself into believing I was okay
Moments when I could make myself angry
Even more fleeting moments where I hated you for what you did
You made it easier when you didn’t acknowledge me
When I felt like you hated me, it was easier for me to hate you
But also more painful
‘Cause the one person who knows everything about me hated me
And I didn’t understand why
Then there was a night when you acknowledged my existence
All the laughs we had together
And the memories we made
And now I’m actually believing
Maybe everything will be okay
Today I had this moment
It was like the end of a movie
Everything felt so wrapped up and tied with a bow
Like, yes, the two main characters wouldn’t be as close anymore
But that’s okay, ‘cause they have new lives now
The perfect bittersweet movie ending
And that made me sad
Cause I don’t want it to just be over
Every day I wake up and think, “Today’s the day,”
He’ll finally want to talk
Hash it out
But then it never is
And the cycle repeats
Again
And again
I don’t want the movie ending
I want the fairytale ending
The happily ever after
The reality where we can be friends again
But the ball’s in your court now
So all I can do is live
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